June 2011
1 post
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I miss him. I feel pathetic about it but I do. Everything in my life is slowly coming together. I’m moving forward little by little… but I still miss him so much. He gave me butterflies, nobody ever gives me butterflies.
But I got nervous, and I ruined it. His ex started contacting him and we would have been fine if I hadn’t let it get the best of me. I voiced my concerns too...
May 2011
2 posts
it must be a Thursday thing
It seems like after a few days of feeling good or at least better, my body shuts down on me. I was pretty happy 2 hours ago. And then BAM!… I question what the point of everything is. I’m angry and lonely and I don’t know who or what would make me feel better.
It seems so completely ridiculous.
There are key people I feel emotions toward. I usually feel absolute hate and...
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I think...
I think I need to be medicated, but I don’t have health insurance. The funny thing is that I’ve always been against medication for depression or anxiety. In my opinion everyone has to overcome something during their life… terrible parents, poverty, a missing limb, disease. If you aren’t overcoming something then you’re probably not living or growing.
which I also...