I think I need to be medicated, but I don’t have health insurance. The funny thing is that I’ve always been against medication for depression or anxiety. In my opinion everyone has to overcome something during their life… terrible parents, poverty, a missing limb, disease. If you aren’t overcoming something then you’re probably not living or growing.

which I also think is terrible, why does there have to be suffering and unhappiness?

Things inside my head have gotten so out of hand, so overwhelming. Even as I type I’m short of breath, my heart is beating strange and I have an overwhelming urge to get in my car and drive for a very long time to a place where none of my thoughts can catch up to me.